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She came to my city. She smiled, celebrated, and danced. I found out through stories, tags, and friends. But never from her. I didn’t matter. That hurt more than I thought it would.

So today, Vishnu — yeah, the same Vishnu a.k.a. son of PVR — followed me.

One unexpected ring, a moment of false hope, and a flood of realizations—some stories don’t need a villain, just enough silence.

Kept checking if she accepted the request, if she saw the message—she didn’t. Just watched the request and moved on. Like a curry leaf in curry… used, then tossed aside.

new account - “her__she__yy_”.😇

A monthly reminder to get back on track—fix my schedule, focus on IELTS, and stop wasting time. No distractions, no delays. Just discipline.

A monthly reminder to get back on track—fix my schedule, focus on IELTS, and stop wasting time. No distractions, no delays. Just discipline.

She’s just a call away. But I can’t call her. And I don’t even know why.

I spent an entire day trying to make my blog private using Git submodules, SSH keys, and Netlify deploys—only to end up right where I started. A story of failed automation, endless debugging, and a lesson in why overcomplicating things is a terrible idea.

I made my APS account, paid ₹18,000, and sent my documents to Delhi with Nitheesh’s help. Now, I wait 60 days and start IELTS prep again—no turning back!

After waiting so long, I saw her snaps and realized she’s just super busy. I know her—she probably saw my messages but got caught up. 😊

I waited, I hoped, I tried… but she didn’t care. No more calls, no more messages, no more waiting. It’s time to move on, even if it hurts.

If she calls, I’ll stick to her word. If she doesn’t, I need to move forward. This time, no waiting, no second thoughts—just a plan for both outcomes.

I don’t know why I keep doing this. Sent her a message, waiting for a reply, overthinking every small thing like an idiot. Maybe she cares, maybe she doesn’t—let’s see how this goes.

See how stupid I am—overthinking for a whole day, and all she sent was a “Hi.”

yet in my dreams, she responds as if nothing has changed. Each night, my mind provides the closure I long for, only for reality to remind me of the silence. A cycle of hope and disappointment, where dreams offer comfort that reality refuses to give.

After all these years, after all the waiting, I finally called her. What happened next was unexpected—she answered. A conversation filled with old memories, hidden emotions, and truths I didn’t know I needed to hear. But was it everything I had hoped for? Or just another moment that left me questioning everything?

Just like last year, I’m playing the same little game—changing my birthday, turning off social media, and waiting. Will she remember? Or was it always just a reminder notification? This time, I’ll find out.

A two-month journey of strength training turned into a frustrating time sink due to unwanted distractions. From gym bros overstaying their welcome to wasted hours, I realized the importance of setting boundaries. Now, it’s time to reset—new plan, new mindset, no more wasted time.

Just like last year, I’m playing the same little game—changing my birthday, turning off social media, and waiting. Will she remember? Or was it always just a reminder notification? This time, I’ll find out.

A sudden call from her after so long—my heart raced. Was it about us? Or something else entirely? What she said left me speechless.

A nostalgic year-end cleanup turned into a high-stakes mission to revive my 16-year-old iPod. After days of struggle, I finally brought it back to life—only to realize I had accidentally erased all my cherished photos, including the one that stopped my heart. A solid bad start to the year.

I had a wild idea—what if I mined Monero using free cloud services like GitHub Codespaces? After days of tweaking, bypassing restrictions, and even roping in old accounts, I managed to get it running. But reality hit hard. Between auto-shutdowns, account suspensions, and minimal earnings, the whole experiment turned out to be a massive waste of time. Lesson learned, just because something is “free” doesn’t mean it’s worth the effort.

We Miss You Abel ,Protect this man at all costs! 🤍 "#TheWeeknd"  "#The End Is Near".

A year has passed, and I thought I had everything under control—my routine, my focus, my plans. But just one call from her, and everything changed. My schedule is gone, my mind is stuck in the past, and I’m trapped in a loop of waiting. This is me, trying to figure out what I actually need.

Got an email saying my TOEFL scores were canceled because they think I cheated—what?! Now I’m banned for a year! Called Dhamodhar, he said don’t worry

Umesh scolded me for taking the TOEFL exam in Tirupati under Dhamodar Reddy’s guidance. It was a disaster, but Dhamodar says I can retake it in a week. Still, I don’t want to decide without her response—yet she hasn’t even seen my message. Now, I’m just stuck and feeling worse.

Yesterday, I got terminated from my TOEFL exam, and it left me questioning everything—should I really go for my master’s? Or is something telling me to stay back? I decided to call Harshi, hoping for clarity. But what happens when the one person you seek answers from doesn’t even pick up?

Signed up for CS50 Cybersecurity out of curiosity, took four months instead of eight weeks, and got the certificate. Was it useful? Maybe. Was it needed? Probably not. Just something to look back on.

This project is a Flask-based web application that allows users to upload images containing text, which is then converted into digital text. The real challenge lies in enabling the app to accurately recognize handwritten text. To achieve this, I trained a custom model using PyTorch, focusing on a Convolutional Recurrent Neural Network (CRNN) architecture to handle the complexity of handwritten characters.

Welcome to my journey of learning PyTorch! This Blog documents my progress, insights, and projects as I delve into the world of deep learning using PyTorch.

A friend asked me to join an internship as a favor, but I quickly realized it was a scam. Despite my warnings, he insisted, so I played along to see how it worked. In the end, he did it all for someone else, only to be used and discarded.—never fall for such traps again.

changing my birthday just to see who actually remembers without a notification. No social media reminders, no posts, just pure memory. And the results? Exactly what I expected.

She left without a word, but the pain never left me. While she moved on, I was stuck in the past, drowning in memories she never even knew I held on to.

Russian hackers really out here running cybercrime like a startup—credit card fraud with tech support, ransomware on a subscription plan, and even customer service for stolen data.

I am Starboy. And she is my Stargirl.

Dont ever open this

Staying away from home for the first time felt like hell. Three days without my parents, without my usual routine, and my mind just wouldn’t shut up. And then, just like that, a childhood memory hit me out of nowhere—reminding me of the time I asked her to hug me. The past and present blurred, dreams felt more real than reality, and for a moment, I forgot where I even was.

Tried hard to control everything this year, but one mistake pulled me back. She ignored, laughed it off, and now I’m just another joke. Gaming numbs the thoughts for a while, but the loop never really ends.

Krypto Hashers Community (KHC) was born out of the struggle of building alone. After years of jumping into projects with little knowledge, facing bugs without guidance, and abandoning many ideas halfway, I realized there had to be a better way. KHC is a space for developers who are learning, stuck, or just trying to grow. It’s not about perfection, it’s about building, breaking, fixing, and building again — together. Whether you’re stuck on a bug or want to collaborate, you’re welcome here. KHC forever 🕊️

The rain, the memories, the scent of wet earth—everything pulls me back to that one moment, that one girl. A dream so real it feels like a lost reality. And when I wake up, the silence bleeds just like the noise once did.

The song is just good to Dream.i was just Feeling the Song For An Hour.

Is she waiting For someone.....

Bro, I thought something was wrong. I skipped college, waited all day, worried like crazy… and she? She was just chilling with her friends. Why did she even text me? Why does she keep doing this?

She called. She wanted to meet. It felt real—too real. But then, just like that, everything flickered, and I realized… I wasn’t awake. And when I finally did wake up, all that was left was silence, an empty phone, and the weight of a dream that felt too much like reality.

She finally messaged me! After all this time, out of nowhere—Hlo. Just three letters, but now my brain is spinning in circles. Does she wanna talk? Should I call? Or is it just a random check-in? I don’t know what to do, so here I am, overthinking like always…

I just want to stay there, in my dreams, with my 10-year-old Harshi. Not this version of her—the one who has forgotten me. No. The one I created in my mind, in my memories, in my dreams. The one that never left. The one that still looks at me like I matter.

Dreams are killing me. No matter how much I try to escape, they keep pulling me back—showing me things that will never happen, making me relive memories that shouldn’t hurt anymore. I don’t know how to stop it, but I need to. Before I lose myself completely.

Harshi left, but my dreams didn’t get the memo. Now I’m just a sad boy listening to The Weeknd, trying to uninstall her from my brain like a failed Windows update.

struggling with reality, love, and the demons of the past.

tried my best not to call her, not to think about her. But no matter what I do, she’s still in my mind. She never calls, never checks in—but what if, one day, she does? Would that change anything?

She gave me the best gift without even knowing it—she made the impossible happen. Just for a moment, just in a dream, she placed me right beside her. But reality…

Ever had one of those moments where someone’s actions make zero sense? Yeah, this is one of those days. From random calls to ridiculous requests, to someone thinking they’re the boss of me—this experience was just ugh! Here’s why staying home is sometimes the best choice…

She’s out there, smiling, living a life where I no longer exist. But I’m still here, tracing shadows of our past, searching for pieces of her in a world that moved on without me.

The Weeknd’s “masterpiece” – a cinematic experience so profound that I regret every second of my life spent watching it. Abel, we love you, but please, never ever attempt this again. Stick to making good music, bro. That’s where the magic is! 😭🎶

I made a stupid mistake—I deactivated my Snapchat and Instagram, and just like that, I missed everything. The event was over, but regret hit hard. I searched like crazy, slowed down a 43-minute video to 0.25x, trying to find even a glimpse of her. A red band, a green dress, a blurry frame—was it her? I’ll never know for sure. But one thing’s certain:- she was there, living the moment, while I was stuck chasing a memory I never even had.

“Bro, in India, if you want to start something innovative, first you need to mine through government rules before mining crypto. By the time you figure out the legal stuff, either the law changes, or some babu finds a new way to tax you. It’s like playing a game where the rules keep updating, but your character is still stuck at level 1.”

I found out that ChatGPT 3.5 can fix my messy writing without changing how I feel! So, I used it to update all my old blogs and make them perfectly me. But there was a limit… so I kinda cheated (just a little!). Read my adventure of turning my raw thoughts into something even better! 🚀😆

Marriage—the so-called "ultimate goal" society pushes on everyone. But is it really for you? Or is it just a lifelong trap disguised as a dream?

You sent me a snap with that song—Locked Away. For a second, I thought it meant something. I listened, I felt it, I overthought it. But in the end, was it even for me?

My thoughts after a year of waiting—endless calls, unanswered moments, and realizations that hit harder than expected. A look back at everything I felt, hoped for, and finally understood.

my first year of college—moving from Tirupati to Srikalahasti, daily routines, new friendships, and the struggles of staying in a place filled with old memories.

A broken leg, a classroom full of eyes, and then her. Harshi. Not a blur, not a dream—just real. And her gesture, telling me to calm down… That moment, that look—I can never forget.

My heart races at 100 BPM, a silent battle no one notices. High metabolism, stress, restless sleep—it all connects. I must regain control, for my mind and body.

She’s just a call away. But I can’t call her. And I don’t even know why.

The Dream That Keeps Coming Back

Happy 30th, man. So, what’s up? You really made it, or you still stuck in the same old mess? Did you get everything we planned, or did life humble you again? You reading this to smile, or to regret? Whatever it is—you already know.

A sudden call from her after so long—my heart raced. Was it about us? Or something else entirely? What she said left me speechless.

This ain’t just a write-up; it’s my journey—an exploration into the ruthless world of ransomware, the lessons I learned, the shocking truths I uncovered, and the very reason Snakes Ransomware became my project. From real-world cyber disasters to my own hands-on analysis, this is a story I won’t forget

Snakes Ransomware is a Python-based tool I’ve developed to demonstrate the encryption and decryption processes involved in ransomware. While this project is intended purely for educational purposes, it highlights the mechanics of ransomware in a controlled environment.

Just like that, my first semester is over. Went to college, bunked classes, played games, and somehow ended up writing exams. Made zero new friends, avoided all drama, and now I’m just sitting here wondering—did I even do anything useful? 🤡

A forgotten note, a childhood memory, and a single mistake—what happens when the only piece of the past you held onto suddenly disappears?

A personal journey through the ups and downs of my college admission process decisions, doubts, and the final choice that shaped my path.

After struggling to mine Bitcoin on my MacBook Air M1, I stumbled upon Monero (XMR)—a CPU-friendly cryptocurrency using the RandomX algorithm. Excited to give mining another shot, I set up my wallet, installed XMRig, and joined a mining pool. But what started as an experiment quickly turned into a battle against overheating, high CPU usage, and painfully low rewards. After hours of mining, I earned just a few cents—barely enough to cover my laptop’s electricity cost. This adventure proved that mining on a regular laptop isn’t worth it, but the experience? A priceless lesson in crypto mining.

Back in 2021, I got curious about Bitcoin mining and decided to give it a shot on my MacBook Air M1—spoiler alert, it didn’t go as planned. From learning about blockchain, Proof of Work, and mining pools to facing MacOS restrictions and hardware limitations, this experiment turned into a crash course in crypto. While I didn’t strike gold, I walked away with valuable insights into the world of Bitcoin mining. Curious to know what went down? Check it out!

At first, I just typed everything into random text files—thoughts, memories, things I never wanted to forget. But then, I found the perfect place to store them all—GitHub. Now, it’s like my own little time machine, hidden in plain sight. And the best part? My mom will never find it.

Mom tried to stop me from going to SRM, saying she knew exactly what would happen. And honestly? She wasn’t wrong. But still, I have to go. Not for studies, not for career—just to see her. Whatever it takes.

A long journey of over-explaining everything with no end in sight.

In this blog post, I’ll walk you through the process of creating a blog website using Astro, which I’ve affectionately named "magical-metal." Whether you’re new to Astro or just looking for inspiration for your next project, I hope this guide helps you get started with this powerful static site generator.